mimpi ngeri..
Dah start kerja hari ini.... terima kasih atas doa kawan-kawan ...hanya Allah saja yang dapat membalas budi baik tuan/puan.
Mimpi Ngeri.....
...................semasa sakit dada dan berada di CICU....macam-macam berlegar di kepala..semua yang negatif....
..Adakah ini my last day...(knowing how MI attack,and the complications)
...What will happen to me...brjumpa dgn our creator? I am not ready yet ..and never feel ready...aduh banyak nya dosa di bawa....astargfirrullah.....
....Apa akan jadi dgn anak-anak dan isteri...boleh tak dia org survive?
I became so"negatif"...dan rasa sangat takut...dan menangis and menangis the whole night mengenang diri...how "small" u are....and how fragile is your life....
And no wonder BP melonjak more than 22o systolic and 130 to 140 diastolic....kelam kabut cardiologist nak bring down the BP. I told my self...i must control my mind dgn berzikir dan tawakallah.....alhamdullilah bp settled after midnight....
Betullah kata kwn-kwn..(piang,john weng,TA,Halim,bronk dan ramai lagi)..(yg hantar sms)...Allah memberi peringatan dan memberi ujian keatas diri kita....
Mimpi Ngeri.....
...................semasa sakit dada dan berada di CICU....macam-macam berlegar di kepala..semua yang negatif....
..Adakah ini my last day...(knowing how MI attack,and the complications)
...What will happen to me...brjumpa dgn our creator? I am not ready yet ..and never feel ready...aduh banyak nya dosa di bawa....astargfirrullah.....
....Apa akan jadi dgn anak-anak dan isteri...boleh tak dia org survive?
I became so"negatif"...dan rasa sangat takut...dan menangis and menangis the whole night mengenang diri...how "small" u are....and how fragile is your life....
And no wonder BP melonjak more than 22o systolic and 130 to 140 diastolic....kelam kabut cardiologist nak bring down the BP. I told my self...i must control my mind dgn berzikir dan tawakallah.....alhamdullilah bp settled after midnight....
Betullah kata kwn-kwn..(piang,john weng,TA,Halim,bronk dan ramai lagi)..(yg hantar sms)...Allah memberi peringatan dan memberi ujian keatas diri kita....
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Alhamdulillah ....sebagai sahabat mama rasa lega melihat mokk kembali menulis di sini...takdak yang lebih menggembirakan anak anak dan isteri bila melihat u dah kembali dan survived selepas MI .
BTW...PLEASE TAKE CARE.
Read on Tokasid's about you. Glad you're ok now. Its a reminder to all of us that our time can be up anytime.
Take care.
Alhamdulillah hang dah selamat buat angio dan dah kerja semula. Mulai sekarang aku minta hang jangan terlalu sibuk sangat2 dgn aktiviti-aktiviti yg hectic sangat. Bukan tak bagi hang buat aktiviti kemasyarakatan tapi jaga2 sikit sebab depa bagi hang makan yg kaw-kaw belaka. So kawal sikit.
Candu hang dah buang ka? Elok buang dengan lighter-lighter sekali dalam sungai Sarawak atau Sg Rejang tu.
Your feeling masa kat CICU tu aku rasa akan dialami oleh semua orang.Aku kalau kena(Nu'uzubillah) mesti pikiaq macam tu juga.
One day, hang tulis macamana rasa ketika kena attack, apa rasa masa buat angio with stenting and macamana masa recovery. Share it with us.
You take care bro.
Glad that you are back ..it was a tough one no doubt about that .
You take care ramai orang sayang kat hang tau....friends yang nak jumpa hang lagi ..LJ