ni nak molah.....

Apa yang anda akan buat jika “boss” anda atau sesorang yang ‘berkuasa” mengarah anda melakukan sesuatu yang anda tahu merupakan satu kesalahan atau melanggar “etika professen anda” Sebagai seorang doctor..kemungkinan anda pernah melalui perkara-perkara yang sedemikian… Contohnya… …Ada seorang ibu tua rindu kat anak dia yang bekerja polis atau cikgu di Malaya/ sabah/Sarawak berjumpa dgn anda dan meminta anda membuat lapuaran (medical report) mengatakan ia mengidap sakit kronik sebagai alasan utk permohonan anak nya . ….Kes Lingam…doctor membuat lapuran mengata ia mempunyai kes Psikitrik.. …..Semasa bertugas di A/E..ada keluarga merayu supaya tidak melakukan post-mortem keatas kes accident. ….Membuat lapuran perubatan utk kes insuran yg lebih memihak kpd pesakit atau lebih memihak kepada syarikat insuran …..menambah atau “add things” and lapuran tidak lengkap “omit things” dalam medical report atas desakan pehak-pehak tertentu… ...memberi sijil sakit kpd yang tidak layak...lebih-lebih bi...

Tak terasa dah setahun berlalu kena "heart attack"...besok genap setahun utk follow-up di Cardiac Clinic... Apa yang selalu di fikirkan... 1. Your Heart is so fragile....please take care of your heart...i.e jaga makanan,control makan,less minyak etc etc... 2.Life is so short.....the episode make me sedar bahawa...you can "pergi" anytime...just kalau kena another attack...thats it.. 3.Dunia tak mengaburi mata ku lagi.... 4.Hati sedih melihat muka anak-anak dan isteri...bila teringat your days are numbered...times bersama mereka so precious... 5.Bekalan utk dibawa pergi.....ini mengerikan...Somebody help me...bagaimana nak mengukurnya? sentiasa terasa tak bersedia... 6.Tengah belajar bagaimana nak menenangkan diri...dan bagaimana nak meningkatkan perasaan Redha keatas dugaan ini... 7.Mencari Kekuatan dalam menghadapi dugaan ini...

Ready or not, some day it will all come to an end. There will be no more sunrises,..... no minutes,....hours or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten will pass to someone else. Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. ...... It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. ..... Your grudges, resentments, frustrations and jealousies will finally disappear. So too, your hopes, ambitions, plans and to do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away. It won't matter where you came from or what side of the tracks you lived on at the end. It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant. Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is not what you bought but what you built, not what you got but what you gave. What will matter is not your success but your significance. What will matter i...